binnnnn

why do we always have to go through new phases of life?
carn we just stick to one and live with it?
so sian of adapting to new environment and trying to make frens.
i dun like the feeling of losing contact with the old frens
and trying so hard to fit into the circle of new people
it feels so superficial to move on to new groups of people everytime we move on to a new phase of life..
so many of i wan and i dun wan.

though life is really haywire now, & everything seems to be going wrong direction
but im really glad that some friends are still around
hanging out and concerning.
but it's gonna be hard to maintain once everyone starts getting busy
but i still hope..

&& ahhh drums was especially happy this week(:
so long since yw was part of our lesson
the good old times that we just burst into laughter at random actions
and new song is fun and addictive!
argh im such a bad girl, but im counting down =X
i shall preservere for continuity of lessons.
it will be a drive in such a mundane life..