binnnnn

need some platform to spam and yet not flood ppl.
so i decided to revive this place.
doubt anyone will step in here anytime soon.
if u happen to, leave ur footstep!

today is a bad day bad day bad day.
for the results i get for my 213 midterms,
no matter how cui, i deserve it.
cuz i didnt put in enough effort to deserve more.
but i really studied hard for finals
why did i have a panic attack and brainblock and do all the stupidest thing?
now fate is sealed and im really doubting if i can even pass this core mod.
cried really badly over it.
havent cried so badly for vvvvv long
and not to mention, to cry so badly over studies.
i guess the last time i ever cried so badly over studies was probably when i got my psle results.
owells. life.
哭过了，哭完了，记得不要再有下一次就算了.
take it as a hard punishment.
谁叫我不见棺材不掉泪
shall pia hard to salvage the remaining two papers then.
two graded ones, core die also cannot screw alrdy.
tcm, 100% finals w/ 100 mcq, chiong and make it an A and salvage the cuis.

i cant i cant i cant wait for monday to come.
after 7pm, i can finally step out of pulau ntu and meet singapore.
so many things i want and i need to do. so many.
so many ppl i want and need to see & meet.

on a side note,
it's gonna be end of year again!!
end of year = countdown!
hopefully there will be the usual milu countdown as per past years.
it has been an annual routine for years.
from my first ever countdown i spent outside till now.
may it continue and last on.


people whom i never knew at all then.
but now, we actually know each other in person.
and in vvvv frequent contact.
how amazing fate is.