binnnnn

so sp is now officially over.
many many mixed feelings.

so many times i wished i wasn't part of it
i kept having the feeling that i just cannot fit in
so many times im like just an outcast that should just become invisible
so many times i did stupid weird things that even i myself cannot comprehend why i did them & get more -ve impressions of myself into others
so many times i got pissed off by so many things
and im such a lousy member that i didn't believe the last min chionging could make such a world or difference

but yet there are many times im greatful im in it.
though sp suppers were really tiring, cooking all night till 12+am and still have to clean up etc, there's so much fun and laughter
im finally back on the lighting sets to play with lights again! so much so to fulfill this craving ever since doing it 2-3yrs ago for ccs xiaopin compeition.
i had a great load of laughter laughing at those stupidest comments, conversations and things the other members did.

it's over. no more of getting pissed off, no more sitting in the lorry like refugees waiting to be sold off, no more of lights cue 0-62, no more of those epic rubbish


the beloved lighting control board that i'll miss!

rehearsal in progress.. bird's eyeview from control room!

sleepy refugees!

yayyy sunflower from block e ppl and rose from edwin!