binnnnn

why is it so hard to stay awake during lectures and yet so hard to fall asleep at any other timing including at wee hours?
ahhh lectures are getting horrible nowadays!
millions and trillions and zillions of aliens are like popping out of the lecturer's mouth and the ppt!
how am i to survive?
just why do we have to study man.

mannn i haven't attended weddings for like zillion of yrs.
even those that i attended before are sooo distant relative that i've got no idea who they are..
then now the TAs are getting married one by one,
extending their invitation to us
but i wouldn't be able to attend :(
sad sad.

my life in school is so undisciplined..
i keep thinking and setting targets
but my procrastination skills are at such high levels now
everything ain't going the right track.
life back at home isn't any much greater.
she ain't nonsensical anymore but still not like any normal
just why do such things have to happen..

it's like crazy emotion roller coaster ride every week
madness.
but im glad im still seeing old faces nowadays
but there's still so many and so many old faces i wanna see
but maybe i was never that close to them
and also there's always so many and so many circumstances that puts things away.

yayyy we had our sakae buffet!
sadly time & schedules weren't being nice to us
interactions weren't that much.
and ahh all the rushing to and off was kinda crazy..

and yayyy omg i think im quite happy and satisfied with my playing this lesson!
though it's the same old stupid mistakes,
but ahhh there were quite a few instances that the feeling was so into it!
particularly loved 1 round of playing!
it was one of the lesser flawed playing compared to other tries
and ahh that particular try's keyboard accompaniment was so filled and wow.
like everything was very into the flow and there was this happy feel(:
and aww we have the most awesome teacher.
he keeps staring and saying zen me ban to a piece of paper
and yet he can like reassure us that he will definitely find a way.
but mann staring at the food score is like omo.
but challenges makes the fruits even more precious isn't it!