binnnnn

i knew deep down that it wasn't gonna last
but i tried means and ways to convince myself it was going to
and it appeared as though it was going to last
but there it goes again
i dunno what i can do and what im supposed to do
why is the world so unfair unfair unfair unfair
many a times i wanna break down
but i guess im trained to be too strong and trained to be too independent
i wan but i cannot really
and i guess ppl wun believe what im actually going through now if they are to judge from my behavior these days.
cuz i look no different from normal
but i seriously dunno how. and why.