binnnnn

im pretty screwed up these few days :(
screwed revision cuz it seems to take forever to consolidate
i rather do new work RARR

consultation was pretty bad i think
the higher expectations u hold,
the more disappointed u get
felt stupid somehow
i feel really horrible to make comparisons!
sometimes we can only complain & complain then be envious of others.
1/8 more day to prelims.

my bio clock has been veryyy screwed recently
im eating at late hrs for dinner slping at 10+ 11+
everyday then waking up in the middle of the night then it depends if i go back to slp or i wake up at 4+
then today was worse.
i freaking slpt from ard 3+pm to 1am on the sofa and only waking up like once for less than a min cuz i heard BOF on the tv (i remember hearing hyunjoong!) ahhah crazy.
then i had my DINNER at 1+AM

had prayers today! i like the soup portion out of the all the things prepared for prayers everytime. cuz i get to cook the soup and arrange the ingredients all in 1 bowl!


the greens and oranges!

2 bowls of ingredients into 1 orange bowl!

yay i like my design.
it's different every time round.
the final product! it's like layers and layers and more layers!
there is at least 4 layers beneath this layer u see!
it's really exhausive to prepare for 1 prayer
but it's all worthed it cuz it's for my father.
it has been long and okay
but dunno why im kinda feeling emo recently