Tuesday, January 13, 2009

drums drums drums...

haiyo though it has been like really really really great the past lessons..
but reality is still reality.
in the first place i knew it would have to come to an end.
but in the beginning i geninuely believed that it's like some end of yr sch hol 2 months course
i thought i'll be able to put it down after 2 months.
yar i thought.
but apparently music is not something that you can pick up and put down so easily as u say and u wan.
and of course there are other reasons like fun and laughter other than the learning part.
how i wish i can like continue lessons like longer and longer?
but apparently i cannot escape the fact that im taking on JC2 this year.
yes A levels at the end of the year.
yup so there has to be a certain level of commitment to my studies.
yar so very naturally any other thing except for studies have to come to a stop one by one.
so the most obvious one that i have to stop first is drums.
cuz in the first place i did promise my mum it was a 2 months thing. yar.
but apparently i carn bear to put it down now, i still have to..
so had quite a talk, more of arguement..
wadever it is, over more drum lessons.
it took me quite some time to consider all factors before the last stage, mum's approval.
yea so naturally my mum din wanna let me continue
but after fighting really hard for it,
she gave grace of 1 more month.
but after more arguement, 2 more months and thats the maximum.
but the 2nd month will only be possible if i can cope the 1st month.
yar so wads confirm now is only 1 more month.
yar i see the rationale from her point of view and my point of view.
both side stands.
as always, reality makes fun of people and sucks.
maybe if i hadn't started it in the beginning,
i will feel less painful to put it down now?
but of course i dun regret taking it.
it was really something that i wanted to try
many or i should say most ppl will say that it's becuz of the sam part
i wouldn't deny that was one of the factors, but definitely not the only factor.
but that was the beginning, now i just carn put down the learning part.
haha i bet anyone reading this would be rolling your eyes and dun believe=.=
percussion has always been something i wanted to try, esp drumset, becuz of many reasons.
ya but all in all still,
i still have 5 confirmed more lessons to go, or maybe 9? depends.
hopefully my A lvl will reap good results,
or else the sacrifise will go to waste.
and on the lighter note, or happy part of this post,
my mum promised to let me continue taking lessons after A levels!
ok i know that is like still 10+months away
but at least better than nothing!
ohh and lucky pc is in the same situation of needa concentrate on studies
and temporarily stop lessons until end of year!
or else if she want to continue without stopping,
i'll be the baddie stopping her~
YAY i shall look forward to after A's(:

oh i think the harder thing that i have to tone down for is events..
hmmm.. though i dun wan but i have to.
i shall just hold on to how i held on during O's
with the same belief, i hope i can achieve the same outcome.
hope i dun miss out too much =X

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