Saturday, August 19, 2006
18th aug !
yday was a great day man!! n also a super reflecting day..
firstly was that i miraculously passed my ss test!! seriously i DID NOT EXPECT to pass kk.. and i felt more confirm that i failed when ms zarinah said that 1 prsn failed... who else except for me could it be to fail the test lah.. yup for quite some its totally impossible cuz they knoe why.. *disappointed lah* ya then alot others is got the shi li de then they confirm wun fail de.. then i was like totally unprepared and the worst thing was i din noe the format to heart and even those that i noe i carn apply it properly yet.. and the worst thing was that i cldn't differenciate issue and factor when i got the q.. ya so i simply did the test thinking i wld fail.. yup im jux so surprised that i passed..
yep after sch yday for the very first time i left class so early.. haha.. seemed like i wanted to escape cca? haha.. ya then went to photocopy score.. then went to co room.. huiling looked frantic.. then she was like bin~ then i thought wad happened.. ya then it was that lin lao shi din come then she wanted me to conduct co.. ya cuz AT FIRST it was btw me or simin who MAY be the student conductor lah .. then naturally lin lao shi din come one of us have to do it.. but somehow my usual character disappointed her.. i was actually stunned then i was like reacting very ji dong saying dun wan.. then i pointed at simin.. then she also dun wan.. then huiling was damn bu shuang.. =x so sorry huiling.. then came michael.. yep then in the end michael agreed to it.. ya so he conduct lor.. he did a great job lah..
did some reflecting yday night lor.. then im actually quite pissed with my own attitude... ya.. its like huiling was already in a rush and in a mess.. ya thinking of wad mrs lim said during the break, i think my attitude yday simply sucked so much.. like wad she said, if we are to give that prsn that job to do then the prsn reject then that prsn fails the test and doesn't have the potential to be in comm.. and that simply described my attitude yday.. rarr carn stand myself..
and the thing is that i always scared this scared that .. dunno wad the heck i not scared lah... then is forever like that.. carn change.. then always scared scared scared then wan do the things then scared jiu never do or in the end become cannot do or just give up the chance.. its like i shldn't have just gave up the chance to like try out to conduct right.. like wad harm can it bring me.. its like wan try then dun dare then too bad lor.. and there isn't gonna be any more chance.. serves me right.. give me then dun wan then dun have le then regret.. forever is like that.. there simply carn be another chance that b4 michael gets to be the sc, then linlaoshi never come.. there it goes..
hmm yday starting jiu xiang dao wan call jinjia over to help.. but then hesitated cuz perhaps we are supposed to face the situation on our own to like train us? but then under the suonas keep asking me to call then i jiu call.. but the phone only rang like once then i nearly wanted to hang up.. had mixed feelings.. then i din noe wad i was talkin over the phone too.. abit to kua zhang lor, co in da luan now.. and i actually said u wan come u come u dun wan come then nvm.. sounds so unsincere.. ya the the most funni thing was that b4 jj actually came, there was like opening of the door 6x.. ya each time thought it was him but then it wasn't then the 6x, din care le, thought he wun come, then it was him.. hahaa..
ya and dunno wad got into me.. somehow i had stich? like out of nowhere.. then din feel like blowing lah.. then i jiu slacked at the front dunno doin wad shit lor.. so extreme extraed..
k enough of those shit.. after break jinjia conducted.. yep after mike de training i think we played much much much more better than starting.. i think JING CHU rawked so much.. its actually only those more solo parts maybe not so good then also the part w/o clarence then alot dunno how to get in, or else all the loud parts of jing chu was like so damn nice can.. and I CARN STAND LOO HUILING.. how shuai and cool can she get.. and its like she hit the da gu hit until i feel the hit in my body.. the vibration is like siao.. and and and and i blasted my sheng like nobody's business.. so super loud lor.. shuang.. so long never blast le.. yesterday jing chu simply rawked so much.. hoping n hoping n hoping that syf choice piece can be jing chu.. ((:
yday de comm meeting rawked so much.. we discussed so much can.. gosh.. never had a comm meeting that talked so much b4.. and our degree of digression is simply so low.. unbelieveably low!! and we were all so enthu.. then still got like fight over ehhh i got thing to say eh i say i say i say i say.. haha.. then there was this part that i was waving my hands then wanting to say smth.. then huiling saw but then she turned away.. then michael told her someone is raising her hand and want to say smth.. then huiling was like ehh i thought u were like playing and waving so i din care abt u.. hahahahahhaa.. lol .. we talked till we din wan to stop man.. then i was really hungry, so i went deng deng deng deng, da hui bao gao da hui bao gao, xian zai yi shi 745, deng deng deng deng.. then everyone reluctantly packed up then went off.. and i think yday de comm meeting de attendance was the highest!! 90% !!only gx wasn't present..
yep then we went canteen and saw chew n jieting n jinjia!! wah it was already like 755 when we reached... and we aren't the last.. then daddie came.. then we waited for van cuz band had to prac dance for farewell.. ya then we crapped so much in canteen.. and i realised that ye lao shi gave green forms to those who wasn't attentive in peng lao shi de class.. =x
yep then ard 845 then we reached 85 to eat.. at first was jj jm n me talkin .. then hl joined us.. then chew van and daddie talked theirs.. we talked SO MUCH abt co... haha.. ya then we like 1045 or 11 then left 85.. pro..
yday was really a great day.. and i reflected alot.. and wheeeeee i think im getting a bit of feel about hu she.. ahhh i wan my sheng to try it.. ahh the wait frm yday to today to tmr to mon b4 co is gonna be so horrible.. i wanna try!! feng diao abt co le~~~
firstly was that i miraculously passed my ss test!! seriously i DID NOT EXPECT to pass kk.. and i felt more confirm that i failed when ms zarinah said that 1 prsn failed... who else except for me could it be to fail the test lah.. yup for quite some its totally impossible cuz they knoe why.. *disappointed lah* ya then alot others is got the shi li de then they confirm wun fail de.. then i was like totally unprepared and the worst thing was i din noe the format to heart and even those that i noe i carn apply it properly yet.. and the worst thing was that i cldn't differenciate issue and factor when i got the q.. ya so i simply did the test thinking i wld fail.. yup im jux so surprised that i passed..
yep after sch yday for the very first time i left class so early.. haha.. seemed like i wanted to escape cca? haha.. ya then went to photocopy score.. then went to co room.. huiling looked frantic.. then she was like bin~ then i thought wad happened.. ya then it was that lin lao shi din come then she wanted me to conduct co.. ya cuz AT FIRST it was btw me or simin who MAY be the student conductor lah .. then naturally lin lao shi din come one of us have to do it.. but somehow my usual character disappointed her.. i was actually stunned then i was like reacting very ji dong saying dun wan.. then i pointed at simin.. then she also dun wan.. then huiling was damn bu shuang.. =x so sorry huiling.. then came michael.. yep then in the end michael agreed to it.. ya so he conduct lor.. he did a great job lah..
did some reflecting yday night lor.. then im actually quite pissed with my own attitude... ya.. its like huiling was already in a rush and in a mess.. ya thinking of wad mrs lim said during the break, i think my attitude yday simply sucked so much.. like wad she said, if we are to give that prsn that job to do then the prsn reject then that prsn fails the test and doesn't have the potential to be in comm.. and that simply described my attitude yday.. rarr carn stand myself..
and the thing is that i always scared this scared that .. dunno wad the heck i not scared lah... then is forever like that.. carn change.. then always scared scared scared then wan do the things then scared jiu never do or in the end become cannot do or just give up the chance.. its like i shldn't have just gave up the chance to like try out to conduct right.. like wad harm can it bring me.. its like wan try then dun dare then too bad lor.. and there isn't gonna be any more chance.. serves me right.. give me then dun wan then dun have le then regret.. forever is like that.. there simply carn be another chance that b4 michael gets to be the sc, then linlaoshi never come.. there it goes..
hmm yday starting jiu xiang dao wan call jinjia over to help.. but then hesitated cuz perhaps we are supposed to face the situation on our own to like train us? but then under the suonas keep asking me to call then i jiu call.. but the phone only rang like once then i nearly wanted to hang up.. had mixed feelings.. then i din noe wad i was talkin over the phone too.. abit to kua zhang lor, co in da luan now.. and i actually said u wan come u come u dun wan come then nvm.. sounds so unsincere.. ya the the most funni thing was that b4 jj actually came, there was like opening of the door 6x.. ya each time thought it was him but then it wasn't then the 6x, din care le, thought he wun come, then it was him.. hahaa..
ya and dunno wad got into me.. somehow i had stich? like out of nowhere.. then din feel like blowing lah.. then i jiu slacked at the front dunno doin wad shit lor.. so extreme extraed..
k enough of those shit.. after break jinjia conducted.. yep after mike de training i think we played much much much more better than starting.. i think JING CHU rawked so much.. its actually only those more solo parts maybe not so good then also the part w/o clarence then alot dunno how to get in, or else all the loud parts of jing chu was like so damn nice can.. and I CARN STAND LOO HUILING.. how shuai and cool can she get.. and its like she hit the da gu hit until i feel the hit in my body.. the vibration is like siao.. and and and and i blasted my sheng like nobody's business.. so super loud lor.. shuang.. so long never blast le.. yesterday jing chu simply rawked so much.. hoping n hoping n hoping that syf choice piece can be jing chu.. ((:
yday de comm meeting rawked so much.. we discussed so much can.. gosh.. never had a comm meeting that talked so much b4.. and our degree of digression is simply so low.. unbelieveably low!! and we were all so enthu.. then still got like fight over ehhh i got thing to say eh i say i say i say i say.. haha.. then there was this part that i was waving my hands then wanting to say smth.. then huiling saw but then she turned away.. then michael told her someone is raising her hand and want to say smth.. then huiling was like ehh i thought u were like playing and waving so i din care abt u.. hahahahahhaa.. lol .. we talked till we din wan to stop man.. then i was really hungry, so i went deng deng deng deng, da hui bao gao da hui bao gao, xian zai yi shi 745, deng deng deng deng.. then everyone reluctantly packed up then went off.. and i think yday de comm meeting de attendance was the highest!! 90% !!only gx wasn't present..
yep then we went canteen and saw chew n jieting n jinjia!! wah it was already like 755 when we reached... and we aren't the last.. then daddie came.. then we waited for van cuz band had to prac dance for farewell.. ya then we crapped so much in canteen.. and i realised that ye lao shi gave green forms to those who wasn't attentive in peng lao shi de class.. =x
yep then ard 845 then we reached 85 to eat.. at first was jj jm n me talkin .. then hl joined us.. then chew van and daddie talked theirs.. we talked SO MUCH abt co... haha.. ya then we like 1045 or 11 then left 85.. pro..
yday was really a great day.. and i reflected alot.. and wheeeeee i think im getting a bit of feel about hu she.. ahhh i wan my sheng to try it.. ahh the wait frm yday to today to tmr to mon b4 co is gonna be so horrible.. i wanna try!! feng diao abt co le~~~
# posted by binz : 8/19/2006 05:38:00 PM
