Saturday, April 22, 2006
#pissed #depressed #stress #ap
oh my my.. i actually carn retrive my post that i typed that day but din save~!! arhhh.. nvm..
last wk i slacked thruout.. and im gonna die for physics.. fri 2k outing.. sat went to sch to help junle with his banner.. but then din do anything.. then many things happened.. but then we had so much much and laughter and gan ren de time.. gosh.. im still touched by junle's post.. lol.. then sun i wanted to study but then i slacked thru.. haix.. stupat..
mon
physics ct then physics spa.. where got so physics de feel... im dead for physics spa.. its like i totally gave up.. i tht i do wrongly and bla bla bla.. i dunno how to find that stupid gradient.. i din stay for the lesson last thurs.. had to discuss the costume stuffs.. and i missed how to calculate the gradient.. gosh.. rarr... then after sch had co emergency meeting.. meeting was abt forcing ppl to go for sports day.. bla... then talked abt the calculation of attendance.. i dun think ppl care.. then talked abt the costume for esplanade and nxt yr de syf.. and ya i think si min and i are gonna be hated.. gosh... pink and purple.. u tell me who want to wear... the response was soo great can.. its really not we dun want to choose other colours.. but then its really that in order to fit like 70+ to 80+ ppl on the stage wearing the same thing then will strike out, its only this combi is possible.. that thurs we spent hrs outside the staff room discussing the costume with the vendor for dunno how many hrs can.. its like in the end its like 5 ppl who din really support pink and purple in the end resigned and agreed.. really no other combi.. all other got their probs.. i jux carn believe it.. so its settled.. and its gonna be 60 bucks.. ppl are all goin mad.. confirm alot of ppl will ap the costume.. its like so e xin de colour combi then still so ex... wahhh..
tues
during physics mr tham was observed by ms cheong and mr yeow.. then we had balloons to play with.. ya then where got sammy go put the chair behind that time we all behind de all screaming dun want the chair there.. hahha.. then when ms cheong came and sit, she moved herself and sat in btw chermaine and shirley.. wahhh we all so stun and we all were like omg.. hahha.. then mr tham was as lame as usual... his jux himself.. aiya experienced cher is so much different frm nies.. and omg 3k was so fake for mr tham's observation.. lolx.. we were SO RESPONSIVE... mt tham ask question then so many ppl volunteered themselves to answer.. gosh... hahah.. then during teaching we were ALL SO QUIET AND LISTENING ATTENTIVELY... lolx.. ahhahaa... some of the nies are fake.. they different when they are graded.. but yet dunno why they seemed to be graded quite low huh.. still got some gonna fail de? we din sabo them.. we even cooperated so well.. but perhaps they really din teach well? haix i want mrs lee.. then after physics was chem spa.. omg.. LUAN.. thats all i can say.. its total madness for me.. then wah shuang after spa is recess.. then whole canteen belongs to 3k.. hahah.. hmm it is quite sad huh that even though its like there is only 3k de ppl in the canteen eating, but then we aren't like sitting as a class.. like during camp like that.. but instead its like in a few cliques.. then bell ring le we still alot haven eat finish.. then by the time all of us in the canteen went back it was like eh 5 to 10 mins late..=x.. then wahh mr tan comp spoil then wan us to do the timed compo.. surely de.. whole class fan dui .. hahha.. no one wans to do lorz.. can drag we drag.. and our class loves to have geo lesson... we dun want english also wan geo.. ahhah.. then sel everytime nth to teach so also take to teach geo.. we have so many geo lessons.. LUCKILY.. or else i bet we carn finish the syllabus.. cuz we are always digressing.. then 1 lesson only like learn dunno how many factors.. then was chinese.. yay i wrote finish my zuo wen of 5 pages.. hahah.. im so happy and i feel so accomplished.. wanted to write more de lorz but then cannot.. no time..
oh and 1 big thing that happened.. asg stayed in sch till 8 plus then ccp came with the security guard to question us.. omg.. i freaked out to see him can.. luckily nth much happened.. its jux that for our own good he sort of told us off then ask us to quickly go home..
wed..
got back bio class test.. haix as expected i din do well.. ohwells i only have myself to blame.. since the first bio test i consequetively dropped in results.. it was 80++ to now 50! haix.. im jux stupid and lazy.. then did the timed compo.. wahh write like siao.. points keep cannot come out..and i keep dunno how to write something that i wanted to express.. and im those sort that is like once i see smth, its very difficult to get that thing off my head.. like for example something is phrased like that i carn rephrase it.. the phrase jux gets stuck in my head.. so i carn can kao things de.. i will get the things all stuck in my head and i carn think of mine.. haix.. and my handwriting for the compo was frm normal to luan... assembly was the hua wen chang shi wen da bi sai.. very nice.. then after that margaret jie showed a video abt the student camp.. ya then i very xiang want to go to the camp lorz but then its like they keep influence u on somethings that i dun like them to do lahx.. ya lorz.. they keep guan and guan and guan.. sort of like indirectly force lorz.. and very disappointing that actually none of the 2 of them went to take the registration form.. im really sorry that i made a fuss out of it.. i was in bad mood.. sry.. then after assembly dr boon talked to us abt the exam timetable.. cuz many ppl were unhappy abt it..
thurs
morning assembly was so funni.. the teachers all so wow.. cuz there were visitors.. then mr yeow actually forgot about attendance taking.. lolx.. physics.. mr tham was extremely spas and lame .. he had all the weird thts.. hahha.. and laughing can stimulate thinking.. so during tests and exams alot of 3kians will be laughing away.. then last few mins of el we studied for a maths test.. then the a maths test format was exactly the same that we had for the past 3 x.. then hmm i think i can score this time? cuz i knew how to do ... but then i scared later got careless mistake.. hope dun have bahx.. and i saved a 5m q by panicking and suddenly it came to me how to solve it.. hahah.. ((: lolx.. then after recess was chinese.. peng lao shi told us he wun becoming.. then we were supposed to be timed to do the ying yong wen.. then the zhou lao shi came late.. then wah everyone pia like siao.. its like we have bio spa after chinese? then the timed ying yong wen mux hand in lorz.. then haix cldn't finish in time.. pia thru for 2 to 3 mins.. then packed then chiong to bio lab like mad person.. so many of the 3kians were like running like mad ppl to the bio lab.. hahah.. then had spa.. then ho ho ho merry christmas.. i dun understand wad the heck they want us to do.. then i read the whole paper dunno 3 for 4 times still dunno.. then no choice not much time left.. i mux start doin.. then keep dunno wad to do.. then wah liao i where got do the experiment 2x then the first drop is already brown lroz.. wad the crap.. its like i already dun understand wad i am supposed to do, that thing still ap me.. haix.. then anyhow do lroz.. heck la.. i am jux gonna flunk all my spa.. gosh... its for O's .. oh mans... then after spa was supposed to be recess..but then got delay in spa so our recess was eaten up.. then went for emaths.. mr mok wasn't in good mood i guess.. then the class was like only three quarter filled.. 10 guys were missing.. they went for recess... then wah come back like dunno how long later..then kana scolding frm mr mok... after that once the bell rang, mr sito was already outside the class.. wahh he where got fast like that.. last period just end then he already ready to have a maths tutorial.. then i realised i could make it for the tutorial cuz there wasn't anymore of that idiot club for the term.. then mr sito gave a wrksht.. then its like the exactly same format as the 4 tests that we had.. then wah easy lahx.. pia thru.. cuz maine was doin so extremely fast.. have to keep up with her or else will feel zi bei ah.. then very fast finish then hand in then leave liao..
fri..
ahhaha.. morning assembly was so funny.. mr chua talked in mandarin.. everyone was like wah.. cuz mdm tham told him to improve on his chinese.. hahah.. he was having so much difficulty expressing himself.. trying to come up with words to speak .. then finally he spoke in english.. lolx..
then had pe.. run 8 mins in the air con hall... wahhh for the very first time i could acutally run faster than normal then non stop for 8 mins lehx.. gosh it was so amazing.. then while running still talking away... wad was the great motivation in the run?? cuz aloysius cldn't take pe.. so he brought his geo tb then while we were running he wld give pointers .. then it was so funny.. its like we run near him , he have to give a pointer for us to remember.. then there was jux this motivation to continue running and not stop cuz we want to hear he next point.. then it was jux so funny lahx.. jiu shi run 1 round and get a reward of 1 geo point .. hahah.. it was so funny.. the guys were even proer.. held the geo in hand to read and run tgt.. but i doubt they cld read.. surely run can read.. the class was jux so noisy thruout the running.. i think mr chua mux be amused by us.. run then aloysius give pointers abt agriculture.. lolx.. then we played badminton.. oh my gosh it was so fun can.. ying sii and i were like keep dun wan to pick up the shuttle cock.. then yingsii keep sayin binli the thing go over liao go over liao.. its urs.. dun think i never see ah.. lolx.. i played till i was like mad woman.. screaming away.. ahha..
then ss.. ms zarinah taught abt usefulness..aiya i dun understand.. i simply sux at ss.. i jux feel that so many things are contradicting.. dunno..my hands were like shaking during ss.. after badminton my hands jiu keep trembling.. then many were studying geo.. cuz definitely for sure 100% after ss wld be geo test.. then ya indeed it was.. then wah siao man i stucked at first q liao.. then my handwriting start jiu ugly like siao le.. then i left only like 15 or 20 mins for the whole of part b... then my hands were trembling and shaking like mad lahx.. cldn't write properly..then haix i dun think i gonna do well for the geo test.. im so angry with the probs m faced with oil palm plantation.. i remembered i copied it on the left page of the left bottom corner of the case study.. but then i jux carn remember wad it was.. ahhhh... pek diao.. after recess had sel.. did the lame ask ur fren thingy then sign then bingo.. then in the end it has no link with then thingy we gonna learn.. then ya it was abt managing stress.. then we listened to the lame hai ou song.. then mux listen 3x.. lame shitt.. then when u listen to music and do work, u will tend to write wad u hear onto ur work.. then ch's report was written with that thingy.. that means.. hahhaa.. once again we were laughing like mad.. hahha.. then chem we did the molarity wrksht.. ya then sch release....
then cldn't find junle.. then cldn't start the shirt and banner.. then finally he appeared.. then went to concourse to do lorz.. we did the shirts while he did the banner.. but then after dunno how to do shirt le then i pestered to help the banner.. then yingsii junle and i worked on the banner.. then hrs n hrs past.. then the banner had the left side completed.. then right side.. then once again he dun let us paint.. then chew came then he let.. then when chew went off awhile, jie min van jieting and me were like ehh why we cannot pain then let chew paint.. then he said cuz she haven paint b4... ok.. lame.. then chew came back then i was like saying eeyer jun le pian xin de.. pian xin.. pian xin.. pian to the left .. wun pian to right wun pian to front.. lolx.. cuz chew was on the left then van jm jt were in front then i was on the right... hahha.. then in the end he gave up.. he said aiya go find a paint brush then paint lahx.. hahah.. then in the end the banner paint till 7 plus 8 like that.. then aurial and chew help to pain another shirt.. gosh so nice. then aurial also painted the half mask de.. gosh also so nice.. ya then in the end we left sch at 9.. there was sec4 ptc then concourse cld feel the aircon..
ya then went to 85 eat then we talked.. then wah talked till 10 plus like that.. then while walkin mum called to scold.. so late le.. gosh.. me and van went home first.. then reach home was like 10 plus abt to 11 le..
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last wk i slacked thruout.. and im gonna die for physics.. fri 2k outing.. sat went to sch to help junle with his banner.. but then din do anything.. then many things happened.. but then we had so much much and laughter and gan ren de time.. gosh.. im still touched by junle's post.. lol.. then sun i wanted to study but then i slacked thru.. haix.. stupat..
mon
physics ct then physics spa.. where got so physics de feel... im dead for physics spa.. its like i totally gave up.. i tht i do wrongly and bla bla bla.. i dunno how to find that stupid gradient.. i din stay for the lesson last thurs.. had to discuss the costume stuffs.. and i missed how to calculate the gradient.. gosh.. rarr... then after sch had co emergency meeting.. meeting was abt forcing ppl to go for sports day.. bla... then talked abt the calculation of attendance.. i dun think ppl care.. then talked abt the costume for esplanade and nxt yr de syf.. and ya i think si min and i are gonna be hated.. gosh... pink and purple.. u tell me who want to wear... the response was soo great can.. its really not we dun want to choose other colours.. but then its really that in order to fit like 70+ to 80+ ppl on the stage wearing the same thing then will strike out, its only this combi is possible.. that thurs we spent hrs outside the staff room discussing the costume with the vendor for dunno how many hrs can.. its like in the end its like 5 ppl who din really support pink and purple in the end resigned and agreed.. really no other combi.. all other got their probs.. i jux carn believe it.. so its settled.. and its gonna be 60 bucks.. ppl are all goin mad.. confirm alot of ppl will ap the costume.. its like so e xin de colour combi then still so ex... wahhh..
tues
during physics mr tham was observed by ms cheong and mr yeow.. then we had balloons to play with.. ya then where got sammy go put the chair behind that time we all behind de all screaming dun want the chair there.. hahha.. then when ms cheong came and sit, she moved herself and sat in btw chermaine and shirley.. wahhh we all so stun and we all were like omg.. hahha.. then mr tham was as lame as usual... his jux himself.. aiya experienced cher is so much different frm nies.. and omg 3k was so fake for mr tham's observation.. lolx.. we were SO RESPONSIVE... mt tham ask question then so many ppl volunteered themselves to answer.. gosh... hahah.. then during teaching we were ALL SO QUIET AND LISTENING ATTENTIVELY... lolx.. ahhahaa... some of the nies are fake.. they different when they are graded.. but yet dunno why they seemed to be graded quite low huh.. still got some gonna fail de? we din sabo them.. we even cooperated so well.. but perhaps they really din teach well? haix i want mrs lee.. then after physics was chem spa.. omg.. LUAN.. thats all i can say.. its total madness for me.. then wah shuang after spa is recess.. then whole canteen belongs to 3k.. hahah.. hmm it is quite sad huh that even though its like there is only 3k de ppl in the canteen eating, but then we aren't like sitting as a class.. like during camp like that.. but instead its like in a few cliques.. then bell ring le we still alot haven eat finish.. then by the time all of us in the canteen went back it was like eh 5 to 10 mins late..=x.. then wahh mr tan comp spoil then wan us to do the timed compo.. surely de.. whole class fan dui .. hahha.. no one wans to do lorz.. can drag we drag.. and our class loves to have geo lesson... we dun want english also wan geo.. ahhah.. then sel everytime nth to teach so also take to teach geo.. we have so many geo lessons.. LUCKILY.. or else i bet we carn finish the syllabus.. cuz we are always digressing.. then 1 lesson only like learn dunno how many factors.. then was chinese.. yay i wrote finish my zuo wen of 5 pages.. hahah.. im so happy and i feel so accomplished.. wanted to write more de lorz but then cannot.. no time..
oh and 1 big thing that happened.. asg stayed in sch till 8 plus then ccp came with the security guard to question us.. omg.. i freaked out to see him can.. luckily nth much happened.. its jux that for our own good he sort of told us off then ask us to quickly go home..
wed..
got back bio class test.. haix as expected i din do well.. ohwells i only have myself to blame.. since the first bio test i consequetively dropped in results.. it was 80++ to now 50! haix.. im jux stupid and lazy.. then did the timed compo.. wahh write like siao.. points keep cannot come out..and i keep dunno how to write something that i wanted to express.. and im those sort that is like once i see smth, its very difficult to get that thing off my head.. like for example something is phrased like that i carn rephrase it.. the phrase jux gets stuck in my head.. so i carn can kao things de.. i will get the things all stuck in my head and i carn think of mine.. haix.. and my handwriting for the compo was frm normal to luan... assembly was the hua wen chang shi wen da bi sai.. very nice.. then after that margaret jie showed a video abt the student camp.. ya then i very xiang want to go to the camp lorz but then its like they keep influence u on somethings that i dun like them to do lahx.. ya lorz.. they keep guan and guan and guan.. sort of like indirectly force lorz.. and very disappointing that actually none of the 2 of them went to take the registration form.. im really sorry that i made a fuss out of it.. i was in bad mood.. sry.. then after assembly dr boon talked to us abt the exam timetable.. cuz many ppl were unhappy abt it..
thurs
morning assembly was so funni.. the teachers all so wow.. cuz there were visitors.. then mr yeow actually forgot about attendance taking.. lolx.. physics.. mr tham was extremely spas and lame .. he had all the weird thts.. hahha.. and laughing can stimulate thinking.. so during tests and exams alot of 3kians will be laughing away.. then last few mins of el we studied for a maths test.. then the a maths test format was exactly the same that we had for the past 3 x.. then hmm i think i can score this time? cuz i knew how to do ... but then i scared later got careless mistake.. hope dun have bahx.. and i saved a 5m q by panicking and suddenly it came to me how to solve it.. hahah.. ((: lolx.. then after recess was chinese.. peng lao shi told us he wun becoming.. then we were supposed to be timed to do the ying yong wen.. then the zhou lao shi came late.. then wah everyone pia like siao.. its like we have bio spa after chinese? then the timed ying yong wen mux hand in lorz.. then haix cldn't finish in time.. pia thru for 2 to 3 mins.. then packed then chiong to bio lab like mad person.. so many of the 3kians were like running like mad ppl to the bio lab.. hahah.. then had spa.. then ho ho ho merry christmas.. i dun understand wad the heck they want us to do.. then i read the whole paper dunno 3 for 4 times still dunno.. then no choice not much time left.. i mux start doin.. then keep dunno wad to do.. then wah liao i where got do the experiment 2x then the first drop is already brown lroz.. wad the crap.. its like i already dun understand wad i am supposed to do, that thing still ap me.. haix.. then anyhow do lroz.. heck la.. i am jux gonna flunk all my spa.. gosh... its for O's .. oh mans... then after spa was supposed to be recess..but then got delay in spa so our recess was eaten up.. then went for emaths.. mr mok wasn't in good mood i guess.. then the class was like only three quarter filled.. 10 guys were missing.. they went for recess... then wah come back like dunno how long later..then kana scolding frm mr mok... after that once the bell rang, mr sito was already outside the class.. wahh he where got fast like that.. last period just end then he already ready to have a maths tutorial.. then i realised i could make it for the tutorial cuz there wasn't anymore of that idiot club for the term.. then mr sito gave a wrksht.. then its like the exactly same format as the 4 tests that we had.. then wah easy lahx.. pia thru.. cuz maine was doin so extremely fast.. have to keep up with her or else will feel zi bei ah.. then very fast finish then hand in then leave liao..
fri..
ahhaha.. morning assembly was so funny.. mr chua talked in mandarin.. everyone was like wah.. cuz mdm tham told him to improve on his chinese.. hahah.. he was having so much difficulty expressing himself.. trying to come up with words to speak .. then finally he spoke in english.. lolx..
then had pe.. run 8 mins in the air con hall... wahhh for the very first time i could acutally run faster than normal then non stop for 8 mins lehx.. gosh it was so amazing.. then while running still talking away... wad was the great motivation in the run?? cuz aloysius cldn't take pe.. so he brought his geo tb then while we were running he wld give pointers .. then it was so funny.. its like we run near him , he have to give a pointer for us to remember.. then there was jux this motivation to continue running and not stop cuz we want to hear he next point.. then it was jux so funny lahx.. jiu shi run 1 round and get a reward of 1 geo point .. hahah.. it was so funny.. the guys were even proer.. held the geo in hand to read and run tgt.. but i doubt they cld read.. surely run can read.. the class was jux so noisy thruout the running.. i think mr chua mux be amused by us.. run then aloysius give pointers abt agriculture.. lolx.. then we played badminton.. oh my gosh it was so fun can.. ying sii and i were like keep dun wan to pick up the shuttle cock.. then yingsii keep sayin binli the thing go over liao go over liao.. its urs.. dun think i never see ah.. lolx.. i played till i was like mad woman.. screaming away.. ahha..
then ss.. ms zarinah taught abt usefulness..aiya i dun understand.. i simply sux at ss.. i jux feel that so many things are contradicting.. dunno..my hands were like shaking during ss.. after badminton my hands jiu keep trembling.. then many were studying geo.. cuz definitely for sure 100% after ss wld be geo test.. then ya indeed it was.. then wah siao man i stucked at first q liao.. then my handwriting start jiu ugly like siao le.. then i left only like 15 or 20 mins for the whole of part b... then my hands were trembling and shaking like mad lahx.. cldn't write properly..then haix i dun think i gonna do well for the geo test.. im so angry with the probs m faced with oil palm plantation.. i remembered i copied it on the left page of the left bottom corner of the case study.. but then i jux carn remember wad it was.. ahhhh... pek diao.. after recess had sel.. did the lame ask ur fren thingy then sign then bingo.. then in the end it has no link with then thingy we gonna learn.. then ya it was abt managing stress.. then we listened to the lame hai ou song.. then mux listen 3x.. lame shitt.. then when u listen to music and do work, u will tend to write wad u hear onto ur work.. then ch's report was written with that thingy.. that means.. hahhaa.. once again we were laughing like mad.. hahha.. then chem we did the molarity wrksht.. ya then sch release....
then cldn't find junle.. then cldn't start the shirt and banner.. then finally he appeared.. then went to concourse to do lorz.. we did the shirts while he did the banner.. but then after dunno how to do shirt le then i pestered to help the banner.. then yingsii junle and i worked on the banner.. then hrs n hrs past.. then the banner had the left side completed.. then right side.. then once again he dun let us paint.. then chew came then he let.. then when chew went off awhile, jie min van jieting and me were like ehh why we cannot pain then let chew paint.. then he said cuz she haven paint b4... ok.. lame.. then chew came back then i was like saying eeyer jun le pian xin de.. pian xin.. pian xin.. pian to the left .. wun pian to right wun pian to front.. lolx.. cuz chew was on the left then van jm jt were in front then i was on the right... hahha.. then in the end he gave up.. he said aiya go find a paint brush then paint lahx.. hahah.. then in the end the banner paint till 7 plus 8 like that.. then aurial and chew help to pain another shirt.. gosh so nice. then aurial also painted the half mask de.. gosh also so nice.. ya then in the end we left sch at 9.. there was sec4 ptc then concourse cld feel the aircon..
ya then went to 85 eat then we talked.. then wah talked till 10 plus like that.. then while walkin mum called to scold.. so late le.. gosh.. me and van went home first.. then reach home was like 10 plus abt to 11 le..
imjuxsopissedwithmysiscanijuxdunnoifitiscommunicationproborwadshejuxpissesmeoffeveryday
shemuxarguewithmethereisntadayitisntlikethatcansomeonetellmewhyandwadtodo
haixmyacademicresultsaregetttingfrmbadtoworseanditsgonnabemyesoongoshcanibuckupand
scorebetteriamnotdoinwadimsupposedtobedoincansomeonewakemeupfrmmyslacknessicarn
continuetobelikethat
dunnoisitcuzofstressorwadseemsthatmanynmanymorepplaretellingmethatiamhavingmorewhite
hairthenbeforegoshimstartingtoworryifihaveanydiseaseireallylookscarywiththeloadsofwhitehair
idunwant
reallyhopethatjunledebannerwunkanatoomuchyuanwangdecommentshopesocuzitsalreadygettin
wespenthrsnhrsnhrstodoitanditsalleffort