Wednesday, March 08, 2006
im sry mr tan for that attitude..
rarr im gonna fail my physics class test n spa.. i total blank diao for both.. and its gonna fail badly.. =X
chem.. learnt covalent bonding.. then handed in files..
a maths.. got back my amaths class test.. whooo hohoho merry christmas.. i got 10/20.. exactly the same as previous.. jux cuz i had 1 stupid idiotic careless mistake in my very initial workin, i got like only 1 or 2 marks out of 6 marks for a question which i noe how to do.. rarr... mr sito din teach much again.. we were told to do textbook again..
then was english.. the whole class was complaining abt physics.. so we din do the summary cuz mr tan felt that we aren't in the mood to do it.. so we did underlining.. ya then in the mean time he wld ask ppl to go up to check their marks.. ya then the last person to check was shi yeng.. ahhh.. after shi yeng wld have been me... nvm.. then was recess but then quite a number of ppl stayed in class to yan jiu the term 1 common test results... yea then class had a bit bit of noise.. jin xiao came to our class.. and 3k had a little noise.. but jin xiao still feels that our class is so super quiet.. ahhahaa.. ya ppl crowded ard the table to look at the marks... then ya im so depressed... ya though i expected a low mark but its like still will disappointed upon seeing the truth.. yup i did badly.. L1R5 was 15... haix.. then class position is like 33/37 ymy.. haix.. never in my life i have ever gotten such a sucky class position.. perhaps choosing trip sci was a wrong choice.. but its not the sciences pulling me down, instead they are the only 3 distinctions i got.. haix ... my average was 68.xx%...... i got similar average when i was in sec 1 n 2 for the common test term 1... ya though i expected the results for this term to be terrible cuz i got the papers back and i knew it.. but i still carn help being sad and depressed.. actually counting by means of grades is unfair.. its like 2 ppl may have similar grades or L1R5, but their average may differ quite alot .. ya i have only myself to blame for such sucky results.. cuz i din work hard.. i really din.. i slacked for the whole term.. and i neglected my studies for other stuffs... i seriously neglected my studies.. i did not put in my best.. so this is my retribution.. i have to balance.. yes i have to.. i have to let go some responsibility huh... ya i have to .. ya i will pia for my mye... yesh i will ... my L1R5 at most can only be 10~!!! thats my target.. yesh.. i know i can do it if i put in my effort and not wasting my time on other stuffs rather than studies..
after recess was chinese.. mr tan wanted to leave the class already.. but then he couldn't.. people still wanted to see the paper with the results.. then pda man came and said that peng lao shi is not here.. then there was a note for the class.. ya.. we had to do zuo wen for fei ying during the lesson and hand in the next day.. lameshitt.. is san yue jia qi gong ke lahx.. is san yue jiao.. march hand in doesn't mean tmr.. it can be 31st of march.. ((: lolx.. mr tan is lame lahx.. he likes to trick ppl.. wad arloee arloee this is imh imh.. arloee arloee ah seng car repair centre.. i carn imagine a teacher being so lame can.. make fun of his student... aiyooo ... zhang bu da de lao shi mah? [ops pardon me for sayin that =X].. ya then dunno how si min, hui yi, me n mr tan started talkin.. eh started cuz he asked abt class tee? shld be bahx.. ya, I am sincerely sorry mr tan for being rude and fierce for asking you not to tell me to be stressed and worried over it... u had good intention jux to tell me not to be over worryin abt the tee but i reacted in such negative manner... cuz its like i have heard this phrase loads n loads n loads of times already.. i know i know n i know that i shldn't be stressed, shldn't be worried over it.. i know .. i noe everything but its like i jux carn apply it.. u see.. its like knowing your theory but not knowing how to apply to ur practical.. ya i really tried to.. i tried to think that this is jux a tee jux take it lightly, like that then like that , dun care so much.. but i am so called a perfectionist.. if im to do certain things, i wld want it to be done to the best.. i carn like heck care carn like aiya anyhow.. cuz i have already tried to and it wasn't workin for me .. so im pissed with myself not being able to not stress.. so its like i already tried and i carn do it then if u are to tell me to do it then i will get annoyed... so i reacted that way.. so im sorry for that reaction.. it was rude of me to tell off a teacher who had good intention to console or counsel me .. ya then after much talkin to me, i understood more.. cuz this process that im goin thru is jux like students not appreciating all the hard work done by their teachers or perhpas their parents.. but in the future they will.. and cuz im said to be overly responsible, i have to learn to let go.. i will.. i have to even if i carn.. or i will suffer more.. ya thx mr tan for tellin me all these.. ya then mr tan initally wanted to talk abit then leave de, but then the more he talk, the more he carn leave.. so in the end he jux took a chair and sit down and talk to like a crowd of 7.. si min and i are jux so envious of choir.. they have a teacher in charge who cares abt them.. its like i believe our teacher in charge dun even noe who are the comm memembers.. they may noe the names but they dunno which name to match which face.. if they dun even like noe the comm members then let alone the non comm .. and i realise that co is having so much restriction is mainly due to ppl complaining.. haix.. ok i digressed too much le.. so mr tan jux sat there and talked almost anything under the sun with us all the way until bell rang.. hahah he stayed in the 3k classroom for consequetively 2 and a half hrs..
yay after sch si min accompanied me.. went to have lunch at canteen.. then went to look for huiling.. we walked like frm staff room there walk to the other end then go up 1 level then walk to the other end then go up one level then walk to another end.. lolx.. so we found her at 3c... ya then went to 3k to take bag then si min went the mrt way then hl n i went the 85 way..
bought my track shoes, sunbloc, insect repellent and plaster.. and oh my my i now then realised that the plaster is xtra big de.. alamak.. i wannna normal de... haix.. yeah camp is on its way here.. it will arrive the next day.. ((:
chem.. learnt covalent bonding.. then handed in files..
a maths.. got back my amaths class test.. whooo hohoho merry christmas.. i got 10/20.. exactly the same as previous.. jux cuz i had 1 stupid idiotic careless mistake in my very initial workin, i got like only 1 or 2 marks out of 6 marks for a question which i noe how to do.. rarr... mr sito din teach much again.. we were told to do textbook again..
then was english.. the whole class was complaining abt physics.. so we din do the summary cuz mr tan felt that we aren't in the mood to do it.. so we did underlining.. ya then in the mean time he wld ask ppl to go up to check their marks.. ya then the last person to check was shi yeng.. ahhh.. after shi yeng wld have been me... nvm.. then was recess but then quite a number of ppl stayed in class to yan jiu the term 1 common test results... yea then class had a bit bit of noise.. jin xiao came to our class.. and 3k had a little noise.. but jin xiao still feels that our class is so super quiet.. ahhahaa.. ya ppl crowded ard the table to look at the marks... then ya im so depressed... ya though i expected a low mark but its like still will disappointed upon seeing the truth.. yup i did badly.. L1R5 was 15... haix.. then class position is like 33/37 ymy.. haix.. never in my life i have ever gotten such a sucky class position.. perhaps choosing trip sci was a wrong choice.. but its not the sciences pulling me down, instead they are the only 3 distinctions i got.. haix ... my average was 68.xx%...... i got similar average when i was in sec 1 n 2 for the common test term 1... ya though i expected the results for this term to be terrible cuz i got the papers back and i knew it.. but i still carn help being sad and depressed.. actually counting by means of grades is unfair.. its like 2 ppl may have similar grades or L1R5, but their average may differ quite alot .. ya i have only myself to blame for such sucky results.. cuz i din work hard.. i really din.. i slacked for the whole term.. and i neglected my studies for other stuffs... i seriously neglected my studies.. i did not put in my best.. so this is my retribution.. i have to balance.. yes i have to.. i have to let go some responsibility huh... ya i have to .. ya i will pia for my mye... yesh i will ... my L1R5 at most can only be 10~!!! thats my target.. yesh.. i know i can do it if i put in my effort and not wasting my time on other stuffs rather than studies..
after recess was chinese.. mr tan wanted to leave the class already.. but then he couldn't.. people still wanted to see the paper with the results.. then pda man came and said that peng lao shi is not here.. then there was a note for the class.. ya.. we had to do zuo wen for fei ying during the lesson and hand in the next day.. lameshitt.. is san yue jia qi gong ke lahx.. is san yue jiao.. march hand in doesn't mean tmr.. it can be 31st of march.. ((: lolx.. mr tan is lame lahx.. he likes to trick ppl.. wad arloee arloee this is imh imh.. arloee arloee ah seng car repair centre.. i carn imagine a teacher being so lame can.. make fun of his student... aiyooo ... zhang bu da de lao shi mah? [ops pardon me for sayin that =X].. ya then dunno how si min, hui yi, me n mr tan started talkin.. eh started cuz he asked abt class tee? shld be bahx.. ya, I am sincerely sorry mr tan for being rude and fierce for asking you not to tell me to be stressed and worried over it... u had good intention jux to tell me not to be over worryin abt the tee but i reacted in such negative manner... cuz its like i have heard this phrase loads n loads n loads of times already.. i know i know n i know that i shldn't be stressed, shldn't be worried over it.. i know .. i noe everything but its like i jux carn apply it.. u see.. its like knowing your theory but not knowing how to apply to ur practical.. ya i really tried to.. i tried to think that this is jux a tee jux take it lightly, like that then like that , dun care so much.. but i am so called a perfectionist.. if im to do certain things, i wld want it to be done to the best.. i carn like heck care carn like aiya anyhow.. cuz i have already tried to and it wasn't workin for me .. so im pissed with myself not being able to not stress.. so its like i already tried and i carn do it then if u are to tell me to do it then i will get annoyed... so i reacted that way.. so im sorry for that reaction.. it was rude of me to tell off a teacher who had good intention to console or counsel me .. ya then after much talkin to me, i understood more.. cuz this process that im goin thru is jux like students not appreciating all the hard work done by their teachers or perhpas their parents.. but in the future they will.. and cuz im said to be overly responsible, i have to learn to let go.. i will.. i have to even if i carn.. or i will suffer more.. ya thx mr tan for tellin me all these.. ya then mr tan initally wanted to talk abit then leave de, but then the more he talk, the more he carn leave.. so in the end he jux took a chair and sit down and talk to like a crowd of 7.. si min and i are jux so envious of choir.. they have a teacher in charge who cares abt them.. its like i believe our teacher in charge dun even noe who are the comm memembers.. they may noe the names but they dunno which name to match which face.. if they dun even like noe the comm members then let alone the non comm .. and i realise that co is having so much restriction is mainly due to ppl complaining.. haix.. ok i digressed too much le.. so mr tan jux sat there and talked almost anything under the sun with us all the way until bell rang.. hahah he stayed in the 3k classroom for consequetively 2 and a half hrs..
yay after sch si min accompanied me.. went to have lunch at canteen.. then went to look for huiling.. we walked like frm staff room there walk to the other end then go up 1 level then walk to the other end then go up one level then walk to another end.. lolx.. so we found her at 3c... ya then went to 3k to take bag then si min went the mrt way then hl n i went the 85 way..
bought my track shoes, sunbloc, insect repellent and plaster.. and oh my my i now then realised that the plaster is xtra big de.. alamak.. i wannna normal de... haix.. yeah camp is on its way here.. it will arrive the next day.. ((:
# posted by binz : 3/08/2006 12:21:00 AM
